The Evil I Experienced
The intense jealousy over ANYone of the opposite sex.
Telling me how guy friends only talked to me because they wanted to have sex with me, telling me even though I was SOOO STINKING LOYAL and In love with him, that I had too many men. (he was married)
He paid my children for the passwords to my emails so he could spy on me, he hacked my and my kid’s email to erase all traces of our relationship.
He subjected me to the silent treatment at times for weeks until I did what he said. He told me that he’d resume talking to me when I removed the “evil” from my facebook. He was talking about the fact that I was friends with another victim of his on facebook; a former co-worker.
When I was late once from getting him a Christmas gift, he accused me of being out “cheating on him”.
He filed an injunction of harrassment stating that I threatened to drown his children & that I was a stalker who he “never had a relationship with” (SMEAR CAMPAIGN)
He threatened to have me fired from jobs and created a website about me
There’s SOOOOO MUCH MORE he did to me its unfathomable.
I want to FORGIVE him for all of it.
Im out now, FREE; A FREE woman, which is all I ever wanted if I wasn’t going to be loved in a healthy manner.
I want to let go of these awful, traumatic experiences. Im out now. I dont have to go through the rigamarole. Im in a safe place. I feel healthier, happier, more stable and downright fulfilled in all areas of my life than I’ve ever felt. I wouldn’t trade this for ANYTHING.
Dear God, take this resentment from me and allow me to forgive _________’s trespasses.